It seem like do not know what I have in mind about where I want to live. My friend Mike and me talked about it seems like an good plan, I really want to get an place with Mike we known each two years. He is very cool with me think that we make good roomates.

Me and Mike might get an apartment together we talked about seem kinda of good. We talked that rent might be $375.00 the apartment in Washington, DC. I think we can make good roomates seem like maybe things be good and I thinking about waiting for FBI to finish the Investigation and take the job since it's in Washington, DC. I dont know how my parents take it but it would be better, I just would need mike support to calm me down of meeting people getting to know them first before sex.

On Saturday I have applied for some positions the Houston Police Department as Senior Police Telecommunicator, Programmer Analyst IV, and also a clerk. One of my goals as a kid was to work for the police department, or the FBI, or in the school system. So maybe I get employed by Houston Police. I also applied for employment with Target some of the jobs was Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection in Maryland (3 Positions) and in Virginia (4 or more) in different locations. Also they had two in Chicago, IL as Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection that I really want but I really want to more to Houston, Texas but maybe I would like Chicago, IL better after Tim show me around. I like the one as District Team Leader in Training that is located in Chicago. So let me tell you about the positions, “As a District Team Leader, you will be responsible for the overall leadership of driving district-wide business results through the effective coaching of Store Team Leaders in all merchandising, operational and team functions. Your commitment to keeping Target stores the best in the industry will help drive sales, return on investment, guest goodwill and team member satisfaction.” I still searching and applying at other companies. Today is Sunday I could not make it to church so I am watching Pastor Joel Osteen of Lakewood Church on TV in Houston, Texas since could not go to church but I am going to church in first of June. I know will not have time go next week since I am spending time with Tim that whole weekend.

New Career.. Path
Mood:  silly
Tonight I talked to my friend Drey in New Orleans who moving to Houston, TX who told me about ACS that's hiring allot cross the USA. I applied for some jobs in Houston, TX, Chicago, IL, and Baltimore, MD them are the three places thinking about moving too. This is about ACS "We're Affiliated Computer Services, Inc. (ACS), a premier provider of diversified business process and information technology outsourcing solutions to commercial and government clients worldwide. We are a FORTUNE 500 company comprised of more than 47,000 people in multiple locations around the world.

It began in 1988 when Darwin Deason gathered together a group of extraordinary information technology professionals and formed a company dedicated to fulfilling client needs. From a single financial industry client, ACS expanded into the communications, education, energy, financial services, government, healthcare, insurance, manufacturing, retail, and transportation and travel industries. Today, ACS delivers superior business process outsourcing, information technology outsourcing, and systems and integration services to hundreds of clients worldwide.

Building on a core competency of efficient technology infrastructure outsourcing, the company, headquartered in Dallas, Texas, now supports operations in nearly 100 countries, achieving $4 billion in annual revenues. ACS is a BPO and IT services company." So maybe I will have an new career!!

I have posted an ad on Craigslist.org at this point in my life need an boyfriend who can care about me have feels with that just dont want to have sex. everybody needs someone in there life just not friends. someone they can call there baby.. So you take an look and see..

This is an boring Day
Mood:  not sure
Today, I talked to my friend DEangelo online did not know that he was on the adam4adam website on Downlow thats why when I hit up I thought he was someone new I could know as an friend. U never know who be on the websites. I also talked to my friend Tim one of his friends did him wrong and that was not fair they should have let him know that he could not make it. I would not do that because blank point it just wrong would have called him last night and told him or this morning whats going on. I have nothing planned today, kinda of two of my friends want to hang out, but first one is too nasty and not doing that, second one is my friend in Washington, DC who's director I dont mind hanging out with him. One good thing is that I have 4 days until I meet Tim time is going fast. I am real cool with him. I talk to him more then my other friends because of resons.

Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection
Mood:  happy
The Big Picture: Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection


As an Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection, you’ll supervise and administer our vital Assets Protection programs, upholding the reliability of your store’s security measures at every step.
In addition, you’ll build and develop your store’s Assets Protection team to ensure these programs are carried out accurately and consistently.
You’ll work with your District Team Leader, Store Team Leaders, Target investigators, guards and Store team members to make it happen.




What’s Cool About This Job



Being in charge of the programs that keep our stores safe and secure against loss

Maintaining team member awareness of stock shortage programs

Fostering a high level of internal theft awareness among Store team members

Initiating investigations and interviews when losses occur

Implementing and maintaining shoplifter prevention programs

When these efforts fail, directing and participating in the detection, apprehension and processing of shoplifters

Understanding and utilizing all Assets Protection tools provided by the company

Hiring, training and supervising the Assets Protection team and ensuring maximum coverage to the store through proper scheduling

Following through on all mandated safety programs to reduce losses, create a positive shopping experience for our guests and a safe work environment for our team

Maintaining positive working relationships with local political, educational and law enforcement officials and agencies

Ensuring great guest service every time

This Afternoon, I have looked at Roland Ridge Apartments in Baltimore, Maryland. I am thinking about moving because I like the one bed room apartments and want something different also applied as Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection in Baltimore, MD. I am thinking that I want to be an new area. I am Single but can't take it being single no more i have allot of friends but just want one lover to be in my life. I am feeling of going to club tonight (If I get paid by Midnight)...

Also Friday Marcus came over my house and chilled with me. We watched tv and chilled and chatted and everybody was calling but I didn't mind Tim calling me because Tim is special then anybody else and also Mike is just like Tim but not the same as Tim someone who would talk about his problems and talk about stuff. Mike maybe coming over my house on Monday to chill with during the night. I forgot to add this to my journal on friday and Jefre wanted to hang out last night whoes an Director of Houston etc. He could not hang out but said want to hang out on saturday after his meeting and it's 4:57pm.

This Afternoon I came home and chilled and eat that my mom cooked popcorn chicken and went to sleep about hour later and now up chilling talking to my friends online.

I was knocked out sleep last night. I was tired and I am at work now and it's getting bored. Tim did not go to work today, so he has it good but I am off friday and he will be at work hopefully.

Mood:  happy
Now Playing: Recived E-MAIL from Best Friend Chris
I also received an email from Christopher that was my Best Friend, because I asked him when can he come over my house and hang out and have fun. His reply was “well I really don't know until after graduation and things because im booked for the rest of this month due to my senior responsibilities.” So I hit him with this can we plan for June 3-4 maybe that Friday or Saturday. I also asked him an question because something I know that I forgot about kind of if the answer yes you will be the first to know. Chris is very nice cool and is my home dog and will have his back for about anything if I could help him out.

This takes the Cake
Mood:  hug me
Topic: Memories
This break the cake tonight... My mother asked me tonight why do you talk to allot of guys and no girls. Keep in mind that I told her in May 2000 that I dance with my guy friend Curtis in North Carolina and I liked it and did not think it was problem. Why do parents try to make there first child or should say only son try to date an female. I told her that I have allot of guy friends because she acting like I did told her in the past. I want her to think what she think because in the future might need something for her. I like guys allot but girls are cool but I do want to have an son one day. I try to tell tim about this but he step away from his computer so he will find out later. Me and Marcus talked about this last night over the phone see how things can come up if u talk about it.. She was also like someone who do not have no money going all them places like (Houston, TX, Baltimore, Chicago, etc). I do have an govt job and know do have to pay bills but I am young and need fun in my life. I told her about the Cruise that Tim wants to plan for used to go in Sept. I dont know what to say about my mom that I love her sometimes dont pay it atten.

Tonight I'm listen to Nelly "Flap Your Wings". I need an Boyfriend in my life at this point someone who will be there as an friend, lover and someone to spend time with me and someone who is not lookin for just Sex. The first time I met Brain he almost made me fell in love with him because of the stuff he was doing that night. I called Brain on his cell phone after I got off of work. He stated that he out of town. I don't know if he was telling the Truth or not but I am going to give him an chance because I like him allot. He told me to call him back after 9pm tonight because his minutes will be free after that time. He told me that he will be back in town on this Friday. If me and Brain dont turns to more with can just be friends. I am not rushing to date anyone yet unless I feeling them and they ask me to be my lover etc.

Mood:  a-ok
I awaken on time today. I left the house on time able to catch the 7:11 am bus this morning. Going to bed late did not make me late for work it made me early. I am glad that my body helped me get up this morning. I don't feel tired at this point. My supervisor arrived back to work today from her vaction she was off for an week and had an good time when she was not at work but she dont brought me unless she needs me to do something. I cant wait to this Friday because get paid and off of work, and also can't wait to Friday because Marcus going to chill with me and help me study for my learners. I have about 9 Days until I meet Tim for the first time I will spend the whole weekend with him and go back to Chicago with him see how the city life in Chi-town.

Mood:  special
I was going to bed at 2:38 am but did not feel like sleeping.. Now I am going to get some water and get in the bed it was take me five mins or less get some water it's 4:15 am and should be in the bed at 4:20 am and fell sleep at 4:27 am and get up around 6:35 am and be at work around 8:30 am and get off at 6:30 and plan my afternoon events. it's now 4:17 am so I have three mins.. aight

Late Night

Tonight I'm going to bed late about 2:38 am and have to be at work around 8:30 am can I get up on time? Yes I can for number one been to sleep already for about three hours saying been updated my online journal, talking to friends, chatting to make new friends in md, dc, va. Checking email's been thinking what if I get in relationship what would happen between meeting new people and what would be the rules of the person I am going with. So I am really thinking about allot of stuff and also I Invite Chris to come over my house one weekend to chill with me I'm just waiting for him to call me or send me an email. Also plan to go to Bal-more in June to chill with Randall for the weekend. There be allot of cute dudes on adam4adam and Men4now looking for sex, friendship, etc. I taken few new photos of me on my webcam on sunday and posted them to my men4now account. I will post one of the pic on here. Thats all folks.. Good Night

I was waiting for Brain to come over kinda of I was sleep but did not call maybe something came up, I'll sent him an email tonight. I talk to Marcus online and phone. Marcus told me tonight" well...who eva ends up with u will b a lucky person". Also talked to my friend Randall on the phone also.

Today I met Brain, we have talked before in the past we forgot that both of us lives in Oxon Hill, Maryland so close near each other. He is 5'8...weigh 146 with dark skin short hair cutt. He cute as shit. He love my lips we kissed all night, and feeling on my azz and other stuff. He come back over my house on monday afternoon around 7pm. That boi makes me hot like fire but cool as shit. Me and my friend Bo went to Club five in Washington, DC we had an okay time.

Mood:  smelly
Today me and Marcus been talking this is my new friend who lives in Beltsville, Maryland. Hopefully we are planning to meet up on friday and chillin at my place. We talked about life and future goals and friendship. He is 5 years younger then me you do the math but is an very cool young man who I would like to know more. He going to help me study for my learners and also will help him since his expires. This is an good way to study have friends help each other. He also is an Aquarius just as me..