Today, I went to training in Greenbelt, MD..... now chillin about relax do some school work....

William told me this, "THAT NIGGA IS HITTING ME UP AND SHYT LOOK BABY DONT DO THAT I HATE THAT SHYT CUZ HE ASKING ME DO I LOVE U AND SHYT AND I AM TELLIN HIM NO CUZ THAT NONE OF HIS BUSINESS DONT DO THAT SHYT I LOVE U AND THATS ALL THAT U NEED TO KNOW CUZ IF U TRUST ME U WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM TO HIT ME UP I TRUST U WIT ALL MY HEART YO" I dont know why, He should have told him thats my man and care about him. It was not all that hard.

one my frind's told william this, "SO DONT TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM AND REALLY LOVE HIM AND YOU DONT THAT NIGGA LIKE YOU ALLOT. HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT YOU (NOTHING BAD). THATS AN COOL AS
NIGGA.."

William reply with this" I KNOW VINCET IS YO A REAL GOOD ONE."
Reason william dont like it because, "ITS NOT TAHT I DONT LIKE MY BUSINESS OUT THERE ESPECIALLY BY FAG IN MY SHYT I DID THAT BEFOFR E AND THAT MAD US BREAK UP", and also "I DO CARE ABOTU U BUT I HATE FAGS IN MY SHYT "

Friday afternoon Me and william talked while before drivers ed , and got mad me because would not have phone sex because he was very horny for couple of days but I think got over it. I should say I charge my mind to help him out but could not do it long time because driving school only have one bathroom and make it hard to have phone sex with your baby. He also been working on his resume to move up their to DC with me.

I LOVE MY BABY!!

I LOVE MY BABY WILLIAM, REALLY CARE ABOUT HIM ALLOT, I KNOW IT'S HARD SINCE HE DONT SEE EACH OTHER BUT TALK ON THE PHONE, ONLINE BUT EVERYTHING WILL CHARGE THATS MY BABY. I LOVE HIM ALLOT IN MY HEART AND SOUL SOMETIMES I WISH IT WAS BETTER THATS WHY THINGS WILL CHARGE IF DID NOT LOVE HIM WOULD NOT TRY TO MOVE TO ATL, BUT HARD FINDING JOB DOWN THERE SO MIGHT BE BEST FOR HIM MAYBE MOVE UP TO WASHINGTON, DC AND WE GET ONE BEDROOM APARTMENT AND WE LIVE TOGETHER AS AN COUPLE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL ON MY HEART. TO WILLIAM, I DO LOVE U... I KNOW SOMETIMES MIGHT NOT ACT LIKE LOVE YOU BUT REALLY DO..

William, and I been going with each other since September 5- Present about 26 Days thats about 4 weeks. I ask my friend an question on Yahoo, "I am asking you, would you date someone out of the state?" His answer was "yeah, if were n a relationship we should have some trust" This relationship will get better between me and william when we see each other in person and start living with each other. Now I been very busy with driving school it's very fun... I'm also trying to make time to chill with my friends, etc. since been working, school and college classes come up too since going back to school. But everything looks A okay. I told william about Tim did not want me to move down to ATL since care about me as an friend and hand to find an govt. job down there. Tim looks out for me, William also told me if he move to dc he will find an school in the area go too and find him an nice govt. job. Thats my baby..

Talk with my Boyfriend William...
William and I talked about couple of things last night. He is thinking about moving to Washington, DC and get an place together. I told him, "I was thinking, might want you come and visit and get feel of md, dc, va and get no me better and do the same and maybe we can look at different areas where we get an place together william." William reply with this " ok yo that is wsup ". So things are going to change allot with my life very soon, new rules, etc but maybe it's an goodthing. I care about him allot was wondering what i was going on with the problems he was having since love him and care about him allot. William's an sweet guy reminders me of my ext-boyfriend but william way different.

PS.. I start Drivers ed on Monday for two weeks it was delayed for Sept. 12 because time was going too fast... I also start school in Oct. 05.

I been working started looking for new position in Human Resources, and thinking about getting an place with Komi. since did it for an friend before in the past. I have met this boy name Tony who like me allot but I will William in ATL only time will tell how things will work out... I met Tony from the streets not online. This would be his first time being with an guy.. u no boyfriend stuff dont know we talking about stuff this is an little update.

I have been off and one putting enties in my journal been appling for jobs for Jason and my mother and been very busy with work. My weekend was good brought couple of stuff.

Finally home from work and about clean my room and stuff and look for some new posting of Fed. Govt. jobs in ATL. I am waiting until get good news and also have interview in Human Resources Field on Monday.

My Love in my life
Mood:  happy
Topic: Announcements

On today, Will and myself made it offical that we are together. I am planning to move to Atlanta, GA to be with him but I'm looking for federal postion in ATL. I hope everything works out with use because this is fast but we been talking for while as friends not as lovers. He is 19 Years Old, 5'8, I am tall then him by inch or two.. 140lb, 32w, Athletic Build, Black Hair, Smooth, Black, and an TOP that would work out very good I'll will be his bottom.

Taking the Driving Test
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Good News
On August 15, 2005 I received my Learner's Permit from MVA in Largo, Maryland. I pass the test on the first try with just studying an little bit on the (Metro) train. No not Amark Track, it the public train in MD, DC, VA. I study about couple of months ago but never went to take the test. I am going take driver's ed maybe on Sept. 12 for about two weeks hopeful have my license by end of 2005. Wish me luck..

I KNOW THAT HAVE NOT UPDATED THIS JOURNAL IN AN WHILE.. I BEEN VERY BUSY WITH STUFF AND WILL ADD FEW THINGS.

This Boi on my mind
I was talking with my friend Ryan about this nigga been waiting on to come over my house. This what happen he called me fucked up and im in the same stage as him. "mdnigga23: fucked up waiting for my nigga,
ryanboi2u: u got a nigga now man?
mdnigga23: been had one for while
ryanboi2u: das wutz up
mdnigga23: where's ur nigga?
ryanboi2u: naw i aint got one no
ryanboi2u: niggas pretty triffle yo
ryanboi2u: lol
mdnigga23: true.. but mines the best nigga i ever had.." I clarm him as my nigga is that bad or not...

I know been while sine wrote in this journal, but been busy working.. My new job been keeping me busy but brought Jason his B-day gift this week for Aug. 24 he is turning 25 Years Old. He spent the night on friday. it was dress shirt and dress pants since he need some. I got fucked up today for this nigga and still waiting for him that what dc niggas do...

Tonight, I was talking to Micah who is 20 Years Old in Washington, DC. He told me "GOING TO BED WITHOUT YOU AGAIN." I told him this "sorry u could had me with u tonight.." I also asked him did he know who I was he came with this "I KNOW UR NAME" He was about to go sleep since he was tired as hell but I was bored tonight. I told him how was my day and stuff. But I ask him to call me Sunday when he wake up and said sure he will. I also talked to Jason, Mike and some other friends. Thats about it and was doing bills and went to mall today.

Update
I have made allot of new friends in the past couple of days one in Chicago, St. Louis, and the listed goes on.. There are an allot of cute guys I know cant help my self. But I'm also was referred to Selecting Official for Administrative Specialist (Human Resources), GS 7 in Chicago, IL that I want real bad. Also other ones referred as well are Investigative Support Specialist in Houston, TX, Program Analyst in Washington, DC, thats about it for now... I had couple people holla at me and it's cool.. I help my friend Jason apply for jobs this week when I was at home.

I had an busy week at work but I rec'd my Offical ID from the FBI that have to used to escort people and have my job done. I love my job kinda of I want to work in Human Resources field.

Today time go back to work.. I will maybe get my offical ID for my employment and talk to Jason on the phone and maybe other friends, and relax at my desk. Thats sounds like funny...

How much want Jason in my life...
I told Jason couple of days ago how much I care about him. I really like him allot and dont want to lose him to another guy because I think we would have something going in our future. I know how much want him in my life. I dont really know how to express my feels with an gift, kiss, etc. I know that Randy is my best friend and know that he will stay best friends and I want to have Jason as my lover or theres days an(Boyfriend). I also went to Baltimore this weekend spent time with my friend antoine to have some fun but mostly was on the cell phone with Jason and was talking about our lifes, goals etc. I had antoine cooking for me this weekend, chillin little bit in bmore (store, walking streets in bal-more), but he was also not feeling good. But only times will tell how much Jason care about me. We already talking about getting an place together he is not like the other guys special then any one else love the way i talk with him, etc.