On the weekend Tim had be hooked to starbucks, but the morning drink was very good. I just had an great time with him. We also worked out in the gym in the hotel. we went out to the open house on friday that was boring.

On Saturday Tim and me and some of are friends went to meet his bestfriend at the train station the train was running late and they had polices on them new cars in the station telling people do not have ticket you can not seat and wait.. so we had to move and wait to webster arrived at Union Station. We went beck to the hotel and after week on the tour of Captiol in Washington, DC.

I hang out with Tim in Washington, DC we had more time alone get to know each other on Friday and weekend of Fri, SAT, and Sun went very good but the weekend has not ended yet!! I did more stuff then would do on the reg. weekends and enjoy being with my friend Tim.

On Friday, I went out with Tim, you know I like Tim allot in the past couple of days. Some reason feels start building for him so that was the hards to see him dancing with an another nigga it made me mad but did not show it but ties was coming from my eyes I tried to hold it. But from June 4, I see him as my big brother I do care for him. Thats my boi he the only one I really feel trust talking to him about stuff etc. I know I made him upset on Sunday and did not mean it should have told I was going thought something and was and thats why I went for an walk also because needed some fresh air and know dont know going to ATL maybe next year but still want go back to chicago for 4th of July. If I made that special one in MD, DC, VA and gets an job in Chicago I think will move because want an different start and meybe new friends and still keep my friends in my area and also would ask person with to move with me, it's allot of love have that want to share!!

The Big Day
Here comes the Big Day on Friday when I meet Tim for the first time. I'm having some problems with my bank I'm try have it solved before this weekend. I have an back-up plan if Wachovia Back acting up and Tim Cell Phone got cut off today I'll try help bill his late balance on his bill but since Wachovia showing off I can't do that at this point. Tim Told me he going to try do something to have it back on because he need an cell phone and dont blame him.

I was listen to Destiny's Child- Soldier, I was thinking need one of them in my life. I also love when they said who love when there stands up for me and carry big things.. This weekend I am not going to be shy.. I am going have fun this weekend. I am not messing with just any person, they got to be my type or be cool as shit. someone who is mad kool.. I was looking to see how many people online on Mennow there about 448 guys online and 838 on adam4adam damn allot of gay, bi, dl dudes. U know some of them are the same guys on Men4now. I was checking see who was online I am going hit some up for friends b/c not looking for sex get know the person. If we chill know each other and sex come up, I might fuck them or talk about it etc.

Tim and Me had an discussion about his trip to Washington, DC and came up with an agreement. I want this to be an enjoyable weekend with fun stuff to do together and meet new people and have good time.. no matter what happens. I also read Tim's blog an it's not an competition this is an hobby and it's very fun to write about my life and things going on with me. I am not trying to get married, because I love the Single life is good for now until that point come up you got to know the person first before felling in love. I can't wait to see what Tim have plan for this weekend and also Chicago end of May 2005.

Chris- Ex-Boyfriend and Best Friend for now
Topic: Announcements
Today, I have updated Chris was my Ex-Boyfriend and now my Bestfriend maybe might turn more in time. I want to be their for him in his life. As more then an friend who will be there for him good or bad and help him out when in need since he was my first baby. Chris told me "well we can get to know each other alot better thats cool with me" I really want that because allot of talking we have to do. I also glad that he doing fine. So if anyone reads this dont take it hard because me and chris might not get together, we might just stay good friends I want to get this out because I loved him in the past and have not been there for him until now and want to keep good relationship between use.

Today I notice that Tim put an entry in his journal about me. "On to Vince. I've been reading his journal and it seems that he really likes this other guy that lives in his area. In all honesty that's what I'd been hoping for all along because I've had my share of long-distance relationships and not really rushing to do that again. Like I've said all along, this particular trip to DC this upcoming weekend is going to be one of rest and relaxation. No expectations at all. No long-term commitments, no weddings, no ties. Just FUN...especially since I haven't really had a vacation SINCE my last trip to DC.

More later..." I do not have no one I really like in my area at this time. I told him that might got mistaking of my good friend name Mike that is just friends. I know that it couple of days until meet Tim and I am going relax and have fun with him. I want to put this out like that. I want to have an good time in Chicago also.. I think that he miss-read my Journal? and I forgive him for that :)

It seem like do not know what I have in mind about where I want to live. My friend Mike and me talked about it seems like an good plan, I really want to get an place with Mike we known each two years. He is very cool with me think that we make good roomates.

Me and Mike might get an apartment together we talked about seem kinda of good. We talked that rent might be $375.00 the apartment in Washington, DC. I think we can make good roomates seem like maybe things be good and I thinking about waiting for FBI to finish the Investigation and take the job since it's in Washington, DC. I dont know how my parents take it but it would be better, I just would need mike support to calm me down of meeting people getting to know them first before sex.

On Saturday I have applied for some positions the Houston Police Department as Senior Police Telecommunicator, Programmer Analyst IV, and also a clerk. One of my goals as a kid was to work for the police department, or the FBI, or in the school system. So maybe I get employed by Houston Police. I also applied for employment with Target some of the jobs was Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection in Maryland (3 Positions) and in Virginia (4 or more) in different locations. Also they had two in Chicago, IL as Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection that I really want but I really want to more to Houston, Texas but maybe I would like Chicago, IL better after Tim show me around. I like the one as District Team Leader in Training that is located in Chicago. So let me tell you about the positions, “As a District Team Leader, you will be responsible for the overall leadership of driving district-wide business results through the effective coaching of Store Team Leaders in all merchandising, operational and team functions. Your commitment to keeping Target stores the best in the industry will help drive sales, return on investment, guest goodwill and team member satisfaction.” I still searching and applying at other companies. Today is Sunday I could not make it to church so I am watching Pastor Joel Osteen of Lakewood Church on TV in Houston, Texas since could not go to church but I am going to church in first of June. I know will not have time go next week since I am spending time with Tim that whole weekend.

New Career.. Path
Mood:  silly
Tonight I talked to my friend Drey in New Orleans who moving to Houston, TX who told me about ACS that's hiring allot cross the USA. I applied for some jobs in Houston, TX, Chicago, IL, and Baltimore, MD them are the three places thinking about moving too. This is about ACS "We're Affiliated Computer Services, Inc. (ACS), a premier provider of diversified business process and information technology outsourcing solutions to commercial and government clients worldwide. We are a FORTUNE 500 company comprised of more than 47,000 people in multiple locations around the world.

It began in 1988 when Darwin Deason gathered together a group of extraordinary information technology professionals and formed a company dedicated to fulfilling client needs. From a single financial industry client, ACS expanded into the communications, education, energy, financial services, government, healthcare, insurance, manufacturing, retail, and transportation and travel industries. Today, ACS delivers superior business process outsourcing, information technology outsourcing, and systems and integration services to hundreds of clients worldwide.

Building on a core competency of efficient technology infrastructure outsourcing, the company, headquartered in Dallas, Texas, now supports operations in nearly 100 countries, achieving $4 billion in annual revenues. ACS is a BPO and IT services company." So maybe I will have an new career!!

I have posted an ad on Craigslist.org at this point in my life need an boyfriend who can care about me have feels with that just dont want to have sex. everybody needs someone in there life just not friends. someone they can call there baby.. So you take an look and see..

This is an boring Day
Mood:  not sure
Today, I talked to my friend DEangelo online did not know that he was on the adam4adam website on Downlow thats why when I hit up I thought he was someone new I could know as an friend. U never know who be on the websites. I also talked to my friend Tim one of his friends did him wrong and that was not fair they should have let him know that he could not make it. I would not do that because blank point it just wrong would have called him last night and told him or this morning whats going on. I have nothing planned today, kinda of two of my friends want to hang out, but first one is too nasty and not doing that, second one is my friend in Washington, DC who's director I dont mind hanging out with him. One good thing is that I have 4 days until I meet Tim time is going fast. I am real cool with him. I talk to him more then my other friends because of resons.

Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection
Mood:  happy
The Big Picture: Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection


As an Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection, you’ll supervise and administer our vital Assets Protection programs, upholding the reliability of your store’s security measures at every step.
In addition, you’ll build and develop your store’s Assets Protection team to ensure these programs are carried out accurately and consistently.
You’ll work with your District Team Leader, Store Team Leaders, Target investigators, guards and Store team members to make it happen.




What’s Cool About This Job



Being in charge of the programs that keep our stores safe and secure against loss

Maintaining team member awareness of stock shortage programs

Fostering a high level of internal theft awareness among Store team members

Initiating investigations and interviews when losses occur

Implementing and maintaining shoplifter prevention programs

When these efforts fail, directing and participating in the detection, apprehension and processing of shoplifters

Understanding and utilizing all Assets Protection tools provided by the company

Hiring, training and supervising the Assets Protection team and ensuring maximum coverage to the store through proper scheduling

Following through on all mandated safety programs to reduce losses, create a positive shopping experience for our guests and a safe work environment for our team

Maintaining positive working relationships with local political, educational and law enforcement officials and agencies

Ensuring great guest service every time

This Afternoon, I have looked at Roland Ridge Apartments in Baltimore, Maryland. I am thinking about moving because I like the one bed room apartments and want something different also applied as Executive Team Leader - Assets Protection in Baltimore, MD. I am thinking that I want to be an new area. I am Single but can't take it being single no more i have allot of friends but just want one lover to be in my life. I am feeling of going to club tonight (If I get paid by Midnight)...

Also Friday Marcus came over my house and chilled with me. We watched tv and chilled and chatted and everybody was calling but I didn't mind Tim calling me because Tim is special then anybody else and also Mike is just like Tim but not the same as Tim someone who would talk about his problems and talk about stuff. Mike maybe coming over my house on Monday to chill with during the night. I forgot to add this to my journal on friday and Jefre wanted to hang out last night whoes an Director of Houston etc. He could not hang out but said want to hang out on saturday after his meeting and it's 4:57pm.

This Afternoon I came home and chilled and eat that my mom cooked popcorn chicken and went to sleep about hour later and now up chilling talking to my friends online.

I was knocked out sleep last night. I was tired and I am at work now and it's getting bored. Tim did not go to work today, so he has it good but I am off friday and he will be at work hopefully.