I have been off and one putting enties in my journal been appling for jobs for Jason and my mother and been very busy with work. My weekend was good brought couple of stuff.

Finally home from work and about clean my room and stuff and look for some new posting of Fed. Govt. jobs in ATL. I am waiting until get good news and also have interview in Human Resources Field on Monday.

My Love in my life
Mood:  happy
Topic: Announcements

On today, Will and myself made it offical that we are together. I am planning to move to Atlanta, GA to be with him but I'm looking for federal postion in ATL. I hope everything works out with use because this is fast but we been talking for while as friends not as lovers. He is 19 Years Old, 5'8, I am tall then him by inch or two.. 140lb, 32w, Athletic Build, Black Hair, Smooth, Black, and an TOP that would work out very good I'll will be his bottom.

Taking the Driving Test
Mood:  lucky
Now Playing: Good News
On August 15, 2005 I received my Learner's Permit from MVA in Largo, Maryland. I pass the test on the first try with just studying an little bit on the (Metro) train. No not Amark Track, it the public train in MD, DC, VA. I study about couple of months ago but never went to take the test. I am going take driver's ed maybe on Sept. 12 for about two weeks hopeful have my license by end of 2005. Wish me luck..

I KNOW THAT HAVE NOT UPDATED THIS JOURNAL IN AN WHILE.. I BEEN VERY BUSY WITH STUFF AND WILL ADD FEW THINGS.

This Boi on my mind
I was talking with my friend Ryan about this nigga been waiting on to come over my house. This what happen he called me fucked up and im in the same stage as him. "mdnigga23: fucked up waiting for my nigga,
ryanboi2u: u got a nigga now man?
mdnigga23: been had one for while
ryanboi2u: das wutz up
mdnigga23: where's ur nigga?
ryanboi2u: naw i aint got one no
ryanboi2u: niggas pretty triffle yo
ryanboi2u: lol
mdnigga23: true.. but mines the best nigga i ever had.." I clarm him as my nigga is that bad or not...

I know been while sine wrote in this journal, but been busy working.. My new job been keeping me busy but brought Jason his B-day gift this week for Aug. 24 he is turning 25 Years Old. He spent the night on friday. it was dress shirt and dress pants since he need some. I got fucked up today for this nigga and still waiting for him that what dc niggas do...

Tonight, I was talking to Micah who is 20 Years Old in Washington, DC. He told me "GOING TO BED WITHOUT YOU AGAIN." I told him this "sorry u could had me with u tonight.." I also asked him did he know who I was he came with this "I KNOW UR NAME" He was about to go sleep since he was tired as hell but I was bored tonight. I told him how was my day and stuff. But I ask him to call me Sunday when he wake up and said sure he will. I also talked to Jason, Mike and some other friends. Thats about it and was doing bills and went to mall today.

Update
I have made allot of new friends in the past couple of days one in Chicago, St. Louis, and the listed goes on.. There are an allot of cute guys I know cant help my self. But I'm also was referred to Selecting Official for Administrative Specialist (Human Resources), GS 7 in Chicago, IL that I want real bad. Also other ones referred as well are Investigative Support Specialist in Houston, TX, Program Analyst in Washington, DC, thats about it for now... I had couple people holla at me and it's cool.. I help my friend Jason apply for jobs this week when I was at home.

I had an busy week at work but I rec'd my Offical ID from the FBI that have to used to escort people and have my job done. I love my job kinda of I want to work in Human Resources field.

Today time go back to work.. I will maybe get my offical ID for my employment and talk to Jason on the phone and maybe other friends, and relax at my desk. Thats sounds like funny...

How much want Jason in my life...
I told Jason couple of days ago how much I care about him. I really like him allot and dont want to lose him to another guy because I think we would have something going in our future. I know how much want him in my life. I dont really know how to express my feels with an gift, kiss, etc. I know that Randy is my best friend and know that he will stay best friends and I want to have Jason as my lover or theres days an(Boyfriend). I also went to Baltimore this weekend spent time with my friend antoine to have some fun but mostly was on the cell phone with Jason and was talking about our lifes, goals etc. I had antoine cooking for me this weekend, chillin little bit in bmore (store, walking streets in bal-more), but he was also not feeling good. But only times will tell how much Jason care about me. We already talking about getting an place together he is not like the other guys special then any one else love the way i talk with him, etc.

Mood:  happy
This morning met with with Tim at L'Enfant we then went back to the Hilton Hotel. we ate breakfast and then went to the hotel room and chilled and watch ER and then went to the court house subway station to wish him an good flight to chicago. I'll also talked with Jason today...

At lease I thought would have sometime to chill with Tim maybe one night but he made everynight to freak night but at least he having fun safe. I did want to chill with.. Next time he make room for me in his schedule...

Shout-Out
I really did not feel like doing nothing after them drinks from last night but relax. So I did want to see Tim but no way of traveling to see him but it always next time. I want give an shout out to Torran.. Randy and Tim...

Little Update
Mood:  happy
I do not know if I'm going to see Tim this weekend seem like he was very busy for me but o well but at lease talked with him. I dont know what planned for this afternoon.. Tim might plan move up to Maryland that me good..

I got fucked up last night at my father's Bday party dance with the females. I had an great time I'll wish I'll had an boyfriend then he could have came and got me and fucked my brain out until we fell sleep ,etc. and with kissing stuff.

Today met Torran from North East Baltimore. Thats four years old then me and is very cool and Top that would like to know more but dont know how it going work out since he moving to New York. He is 27 Years Old like him.

Update
This week prepard my stuff like supplies, etc for the move to the new building my new unit I'm going too.. I had no supervisor all week but no all supervisor who's not mines.. But she kool.. I am doing nothing this weekend but going to my daddy's B-Day Party and might go visit Tim on Sunday and chill with him for while.. I am off Monday but going to make sure my boxes are in my office and my chair I picked in in my space. Also Drey hit me up on email telling me he in east coast should say New York... Gimme a call when you get a
minute... I did talked for minute and told me he will call me back. I approved more members on my Yahoo Group.

Special Assistant to SAUL_brothas doing great job...
Mood:  happy
Topic: Announcements
I notice that DJ is running the group very good. He is doing an wonderful job. I am happy to have an new friend want take part in the group mission etc. Tonight DJ told me, "wish u were here...my body needs sum attention". Damn, someone trying make an move on me and know me DJ cool and like him little bit until know him more and honest would date him because I like his style and way he acts. I reply with " oh feel u, nice rub down or holding you watching movie, etc" I also give him my work # for he call me sometimes, only one that has my new work number then all my other friends so that mean DJ is special. One

Treating people right...
Topic: Announcements
People should be treated in the right way... one of my good members on Yahoo had to tell someone off for treating people wrong because you should not do that because not cool and not right because someone can do samething to you and hurt ur feels and feels do hurt someone. If you hurt someone in ur life should tell them sorry unless they earned it. Art pictures will be posted in my group very happy about it and If DJ want to be my boyfriend would be happy to start something with him and see's how it goes and treat him right.. I'm going bed now goodnight and shout-out to DJ and Tim..