How much want Jason in my life...
I told Jason couple of days ago how much I care about him. I really like him allot and dont want to lose him to another guy because I think we would have something going in our future. I know how much want him in my life. I dont really know how to express my feels with an gift, kiss, etc. I know that Randy is my best friend and know that he will stay best friends and I want to have Jason as my lover or theres days an(Boyfriend). I also went to Baltimore this weekend spent time with my friend antoine to have some fun but mostly was on the cell phone with Jason and was talking about our lifes, goals etc. I had antoine cooking for me this weekend, chillin little bit in bmore (store, walking streets in bal-more), but he was also not feeling good. But only times will tell how much Jason care about me. We already talking about getting an place together he is not like the other guys special then any one else love the way i talk with him, etc.