Today Chris and Me talked online and little while on the phone he told me he call me back. He also asked did I want go to the movies but then thought about that the weather is bad since was raining and lighting outside. Thats my baby..

James real age!!
Today I talked James Friend name D, I asked him "the same one cuz this is my house and he stays wit his mother". His Mother dont like him being gay. Also D asked me, "how old did he tell u that he was yo" He told me he was 18 Years Old but D told me "that nigga is only 17 yo". I am like damn.. But D is 20 and will be 21 next week. So I know it over with me James since he is under age.. I can't be no jail boi sorry thats not me my age limit is 18 and older. one

I talked to Jordan about planning an trip out of town maybe to Chicago and get an hotel room and hang out with Tim, and Re'ale do something fun but Jordan dont want me to spend all that money. I told him I will pay for it and will plan an trip like after the summer etc. I go somewhere fun and show him an goodtime.. But told me I still want my first date so told him Tuesday!! Now Thats it for now.

Also talked to Jawara also he was working late on Sunday. He told me he call me but did'nt but last night had allot of calls. I had to tell everybody on phone with Jordan call me back in 10-15 mins. They keep calling. I sent Tim an email this morning to see how was his weekend. he told me, "My weekend was fine, can't complain. How was yours?". I happy that he had an great weekend mines was okay went to see my grandmother in the hopstiol. She was asking why am i spending all that money. I was like I am not.. I told my dad I been applying for jobs in Chicago he did not care. He was like if you want to it up too you I told him it's more money and charge. Now I'm going get back to work..

On Sunday, Jordan told me on the phone that also like me too and been thinking about me. We are planning to go on are first date on Tuesday. That should be fun. Also I sent Jordan an IM online to tell him good night but his roomate told me that, "homie fell asleep". They ask me did they want them wake him. I told him let him sleep left him an message on his cell phone. Now today.. I get back to work have work for days doing audits for supervisor that is blowing me to much shit.. I keep you updated.. One

I like Jordan allot..

Today, I finally did it I told Jordan how much I care about him. I really like Jordan and want to become his boyfriend. I told him "I want to get to know you better. I like u little bit, also when i was in chicago Tim told me that I like u allot." Tim told me in Chicago that really like the boy. Jordan told me, "your so sweet". I told Jordan, I want someone who be under me and spend time together. Jordan ask me, "you like the club though" but I told him "If I am chillin with my baby dont have go club i watch him.. be with him". He told me your real nice but but you live with the folks, how could I just come and chill with you? If you become my bay you chill me anytime because you be so special to me.. what would you tell your parents? I did not answer that question since he had to run it all pins on how long we been dating. Jordan attends Howard U from ATL.

Today, I was talking this nigga online who live in Captiol Heights, He is cool as shit new to the area. I like when he said, "YEAH I CAN BE FAITHFULL TO THE RIGHT NIGGA AND YOU" I need someone who can be faithful to me or there going to be allot of shit going down because I dont like to be played or feels hurt. This was the best thing he said, "YOU, SOUND LIKE A REAL AS NIGGA WITH SOME REAL SHIT ON HIS MIND" This boi is 22 Years Old going to turn 23 Years old. U not ready for face pic.. he's cool..

At this point of time, I'm looking for someone who wants be freaky with his man. Also little bit fem thats cute to me someone who call you and tell you how care for you and spend time together.

Tonight, Jawara called me tonight we was talking about relationship and other stuff he cool he reminds me of my bestfriend Randy who used to mess uo but he's bottom but i dont care because know how me randy was and was in love with the boi. I can say I'm freak but want to be one with that special one guy. I also liked what my other friend said, "i'm a lot to handle, mentally, emotionally, AND SEXUALLY, truely need that in my life and was telling Jawara that also..

Break up Note
Mood:  bright
I sent James this online "I'm want break up with you and we need to end our relationship because I was fucked up, and you are very cute James you said yes off of the first go to be my boyfriend. If you want to stay together just let me know? Couple of days you have not been talking to me online." I like him but I think it to soon because I have crust on other guys.,

News @ 7 PM
Mood:  flirty
Guest what.. my friend asked me today. "what u doin online nigga??" I reply with are you my nigga no reply back yet.. I like him and James is already cheating on me.. I know that but it was not offical since I was fucked up and he said yes off the get go he must wanted an man I want also but need see my man and spend time with. Also this guy hit me up and told me. "I seen you at the mill on thursday and you was danceing right in front of me" I told him you should have holla at me in the club. He is 21 Years Old, 6 ' 3 ", 185lbs, Brown skin. I told him send me an pic since one not on his profile.

I went to Pentagon City with my friend Sergio, one of the largest and most beautiful malls in the DC area. This guy who used to talke to name John not the one from Chicago but DC came up to me and ask how been do remember me, so we talked ask did me and friend want to go to the movies with him and his dauther. So my friend said maybe, John told me to page him and let him know but Sergio did not want to go because some problems at home. John used to work for Security at Pentagon City Mall but works somewhere else in Washington, DC. So we exchanged numbers because I had before but was in my old cell phone that lost. Sergio sent text message that is former boyfriend was fight and kick him out the house drama.

Allot of guys kept hitting me up online.. My Boyfriend James been so busy he did not reply to my messages tonight.. It made me a little bit sad, I really like him and I want treat my baby good. No matter he do not live in same state maybe he might move to Maryland. I also talked to my friend Tony in DC who been busy allot working. I went also went job huntering today with my friend Sergio to find better job.

I also talked this boi name John from Chicago, IL who reminder me of Tim. I have not met him in person yet might be different then Tim but look little bit alike, but John smokes and tim has different sign. Thats cool with me alongs as he cool. John is 29, 5'9, (1.75m), 140lb (64kg), 31w, Slim Build, Black Hair, Shaved Body, Mix, Casual, out, drink socially, Zodiac Aries and also an Top. Tim is 28 one year younger then him, 5'9, (1.75m), 140lb (64kg), 31w, Slim Build, Black Hair, Smooth, Black that is very close looking as an twin. So if things works out we might be more then just friends.

New Boyfriend
Mood:  surprised
Last Night, I went over phillip place to chill and for we can go the club, before the club I'll was drinking and talking to his boi name James from Delaware. Some reason I asked him to be my boyfriend and guess what he said.. Yes.. He is very cute looking. He is 19 Years Old, 5'4, (1.63m), 130lb (59kg), 32w, Slim Build, Black Hair, Some Body Hair, Brown skin. So I kinda of have an lover at this point in my life for now.

I sent Tim and Birthday Yahoo IM this morning wishing him an great 28 Birthday. I need to find someone like Tim in my state or maybe Chicago, IL but keep in mind dont know how me Jordan going work out he dont seem like an big freak only time will tell. I will have be on relax mode with him until that point comes up. I am off of work all this weekend dont go back until Monday morning..

Comments
This was an great entry on Tim's Journal about me. someone waiting for Tim in DC Keep in fact if Tim was not messing around with anyone and we was in the same state would be his but keep in mind we are just great good friend's and would not mess that up because like hanging out with him and being around him. Some how you know when you really like the person and hard trying talk to other niggas but I am trying get know Jordan maybe make him my boyfriend. I like him allot, but also like Tim in my heart. Me and Tim has an good bond and he just so good to me so it's kinda of hard not to feel the likes for the person.

Also Tweet performed in Washington, DC for the weekend. Also why want to moved to chicago, IL is that sprint service is better there then DC, MD, and VA. People in Chicago can drive but Tim's the best driver.

On June 1st, Tim tooked me to the airport made sure got my ticket. I give him an hurg and went to catch my plane to Washington, DC. I told Tim I want come back and visit around July 1st-July 4th because I went to see how 4th of July is like in Chicago, IL. I can say I like Chi-town it seem way better then MD, DC, VA. I also sent tim and message on his phone wishing him an great 28 Birthday. I do know what tim was thinking when he got it.. I thought that would be so sweet and also Mike came over help him or say created his resume for jobs. I also wish my sister happy-Birthday that is an day before Tim's.

My co-worker Ms. Mason asked me how was the weekend with Tim on the phone she called me from work on my cell phone. She also was not feeling good toold her she should be relaxing at home until she feel better. Ms. Mason and Ms. Dean are the number one co-workers work with and also other good co-workers look to them as family since they care about me allot. Now let me get back to Tim... I told her that weekend was good had great time with him. Three of co-worker's know that I liked him allot because I would always talk about this boi. I liked when he would call me everyday at work would do the same. I want someone just like Tim, Is an sweet guy that what like about him and thats he's cool as shit. He someone who keeps it real!! U need an nigga like that..