I told Jordan that I was lonley today and wanted him come over and chill with me tonight watch movies. Like he told me last time he want someone to hold him with no sex I wanted the samething today. This what Jordan told me, "you are so great
right now more than anythign else I need us to be friends". This is why he said that this what I'm thinking. " I ended up talking to my exboyfriend today and it made me realize that I am not ready to go there with anyone right now". He still have feels for his ex I understand I want know him more not be his lover at this point someone I chill with as an friend and get to know if it turns to more we talk about it and work it out I still have feels for my ex-Boyfriend name Mario an little bit. I told him this, "But Jordan, I know he had an good first date. That would be good since we just be friends for now because I really like u in good way. I have other niggas I am trying to know get to know before I rush in something but I really care for you as friend want spend time together" I dont know but I like him but I am giving other people chances to know me because you dont know who you might be with... One