I was telling Randy today that I want him more in my life. This boi has been there for me during the ups and down been there for him too. I sent him an e-mail few mins ago. Jawara and Randy look just like brothers. Randy is special in my life keep mind we just best friends for now, I used to care for him more and have feels. Allot of stuff was going on in the past. Update.. I found out that Chris has an boyfriend and cool with me because we just friends.